Hi all. Haven't been posting much lately because not much has changed...although I have started seeing another counselor. This one seems much better than my previous one.

My W and I haven't seen each other face to face in several weeks. The little communication we do have is by email, typically about business related items.

My feelings since my last couple of posts haven't changed. I find myself more and more wanting to create a life that includes starting a family. That life simply won't exist with my W. I'm still not ready to "pull the plug" though. I assume it's because I still love her and have feelings for her. I keep wondering if I'll ever know FOR SURE that it's time to D?? I feel like I'm waiting for the inevitable.

Me:38, Wife:36
M:8
T:13
No kids
Bomb:3/10/13
W moved out:3/30/13
Started D paperwork: 10/14/13
D final: 12/30/13
To a future of love and happiness...