round and around we go

[willbwell]

Ok, I need psychotherapy! Something struck me. I grew up having to be independent. Lost my dad to cancer when I was 6. I am one of 8 kids. My youngest sister was 3. My mom raised us by herself. She did a tremendous job. We are a very close family. But, being one of 8. We all learned to manage pretty well. I have accomplished a lot on my own as have my sibs. I think I just realized part of what is hard about this is that h was "taking care" of me. I liked having h to depend on. Now to have to do for myself again....just like when I was a kid.