I really have no idea where to go from here. I want to continue to build the friendship which would lead to R but how do you do that long distance.
How much contact do I make verses doing the dance...
Looks like she might be getting a new/better job which means she would not even consider moving out here with me (that was a reach...)
She still seems to want to hold onto something but for how long, till someone else comes along...
Am I just being impatient. It was easier I guess when I was out of Country with a different focus on life. I guess I am back having to deal with reality, what an adjustment...
Take Care Friends,
I do know I am a better person today than I was before this started....
I would rather feel pain then never feel at all... Separated 3/2012 T 34 yrs M 27 yrs
