She walked away 7/15 saying she wanted a divorce..typical ILYBIANILWY scenario. Two separations in 4 years.. been together 15. She recently rented a house on the other side of the city with a single female friend and stopped wearing her ring. I know it may be over, but I am trying to "work the 180" in the interim.
I get some "small talk" texts through the week, almost like she is trying to get me to respond, I simply keep my answers short and positive as best I can.
Two weeks ago we began meeting on Sunday nights to discuss finances, how our week went, etc etc. I have kept those dinner meetings as POSITIVE as I can without begging, imploring or saying negative things. We have gotten emotional when saying goodbye at end of those dinners a time or two, but that is natural.
We have dealt with multiple miscarriages, depression issues with her including meds, her childhood abuse... Is it possible this woman have loved for 15 years is simply incapable of being in love?, and am I handling this the right way? Really confused right now... up days and down days. Trying to exercise and eat right, keep the house clean, etc..
