My new normal (she has moved out)

[Grizz]

Hey guys! It's been a while. Things continue to be strange. W still has no idea what she wants. She treated me like a husband for about 6 weeks after moving out. She asked to go on vacation together. We just got back last night. It went OK. She got weird (actually weird for the past 2 weeks ). She finally said that she was stressed out about vacation and was feeling trapped again. She has definitely gone the other way and she no longer acts as if she wants to be around.

Something I am having trouble with. For her new job, she goes out frequently for drinks with her coworkers. She talks frequently about how there are several people at work that are divorced and/or single. I struggle with listening to this. I can't say anything because it will look like jealously which is something she has mentioned in the past that bothers her.

I feel like the vacation set us back weeks. Hopefully this is not the beginning of the end.

Several opportunities are coming up that will put the chance out there to spend time together. I am going to a ball game out of town in a few weeks. It will be interesting to see how this goes. I think she would like to go but I am not sure if I should ask her. It seems like I have to or it would just be rude.

She has a reunion coming up and she said she is really looking forward to it but no mention of me going. That just hurts.

Keep praying guys.