So I had a small back slide yesterday. On Friday night my step daughter called me and talked and talked and talked. Anyways, of course the convo turned to her mother and in short my WAW although setup by her son is finding that even the the grass is slightly greener it still needs watering and care. One thing D brought up is how her mother just doesn't seem to make alot of sense in things she says. For D to say this shows alot. D also says her mother isn't saying too much about her and I. Although there is some talk. D mentioned the fact her momther said to her how who knows what the future holds and something about if you can live without someone for a year you can live without them for the rest of your life. D and I both dont understand where or why she got that. Thats a strange statement isnt it? So my backslide was to test the waters wit a short email wishing her good morning and to have a nice day. Of course I know it was wrong to do when I hit the send button but I didnt anyways. Of course she didnt respond. Also D called back yesterday to say more including how mom (my WAW) has possibly found a church to attend and how she feels mom would be solid in honoring her marriage vows..hmmm...So anyways my strange journey continues.
