h was here for son's bday. It was weird. everybody cordial and nice, but a sadness, tension in the air.
s20 stayed home didn't go out. I think he is really struggling. he leaves back to school next week. My heart hurts for him. He knows I love him and I am here for him, but as great as a relationship that we have, I am not his dad. His hero turned out to be just human and not so great.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13