I'm happy again, but it's not the same type of "happy" like the olden days. It's very different because my world was shattered and I had to realize that the life I once knew was changed forever because you no longer are an innocent in the ways of separation/divorce, etc.
You're so right...it's the innocence lost that I mourn for the most.
Knowing the life I had is changed forever has been one of my biggest hurdles. But, once you except that, you can have hope for a new and maybe better life.
I do wish to reach a point of a new and better M than ever before, I'm not without some hope.
I pray for the day I can say I am happy again, with or without H.
Good for you, Snodderly.
Nero, we are on our way, it's a long process but I think we're both doing fine.
And, I hold you to that long night of laughing about this in the future over wine w strawberries in it!!!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
