We made it through the funeral and I felt like H and I got along a little bit better since the death. He actually looked for a computer at a store for me. I've also been very busy and really haven't had time to worry about him or the M. It was a nice feeling. We've also been communicating more and he's actually been listening to me when I try to talk.
Today the bottom fell out again. We were at an event together almost all day. H was crappy to me over the phone before I got there and then was nasty to me when I did get there. One of his little female friends was there and I think I've had enough of being disrespected. I cleaned something for him and got no thanks. He offered to get everyone else a drink but never me. At one point, I was speaking in his ear to tell him something and he turned away from me to talk to this chick.
This is why I was a WAS before and I feel like I've had enough. Maybe we were getting too close for him.
Even though we were getting along better, I've never stopped pursuing housing.
I just don't see H changing and there are a lot of things that I cannot live with, and disrespect is one of them.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together
