I still have my wedding photo up. The only other photo of H is the one with us and our now deceased son - that one isn't going anywhere regardless of how things end between H and I.

It's not the photos that gets to me - it's watching our S13 saying goodbye to his dad. That's when I struggle the most.

As long as we're having more good days than bad, that's an accomplishment.

Take care and stay strong.

Both 50
S14
M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)

ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012
H moved out - 27 Jun 2013
Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013
Closing the door and changing the locks