Not doing so good I had a melt down last night.I was so glad my boys weren't here to see me Caryng again. I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I know it only has been little over a week since H moved out but I miss having him here with me. I'm trying hard to let go and its so tough to do. When the boys aren't here I take down his pictures off the wall so I don't see him at all which it helps me to forget about him. And before the boys come home I put the picture back up that's when it hits me knowing that he is no longer with me. I'm so glad that my work place is giving me a little more hours to work. I only have one day off this coming weekend my days are really long so I won't be at home thinking and wishing things would change and he comes back home to our little family. Any way how are you doing?
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
