Bea, I understand perfectly what you are saying about trying to integrate someone into your wonderful network of friends and family. You have worked extremely hard to rebuild your life and no, you do not sound smug or close minded. You sound like a woman who knows what she has and doesn't want to start over again and again.
God has a special plan for you, Bea. When the time is right, that special someone will walk into your life when you least expect it.
Enjoy the rest of your weekend.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
