Hi FY good of you to chime in.....you had to remember the smoking didn't you Well its not going great...I am still not the smoker I used to be and still battling on but I have to say these last 3-4 weeks I have smoked more and more! The weird thing is......(and I know this is an excuse) is that W still smokes, but has told everyone else she gave up. She will not admit to anyone other than me that she is still smoking. Even eldest S thinks she has given up!
Said it reminds her of being a teenager hiding it from her mum etc
So.....when I go around I end up joining her for these 'crafty' cigarettes in secret.....sad I know and just need to quit once and for all...but....it is helping my DBing....told you it was an excuse
Yeah the dating thing is kinda out of bounds I suppose! I go through phases where I think a date can't hurt......but then get my sensible head on! Do you wonder what it would be like being with another woman?
R talks, yep agree - think I know this but having patience issues!
The activity thing is difficult unless S comes along....otherwise we would have to get a childminder and then it would be...well like a planned activity for the 2 of us! I still don't think she is ready for this yet anyhow. But thanks, I will keep this in mind and maybe initiate more activities with S and the two of us to start with. The rejection I can handle with a smile I think......don't think rejection can get worse than BD
General update is that W took S to her sisters for a weeks break. Picked S up this morning and W sat next to me showing me the photos etc. Eldest S upset her as he had stayed at a friends all week and made a comment about how is mum is the best cook ever....she made them great pack lunches for days out....makes her own jam etc etc etc. I joked to S saying there are some things it might be better not to tell your mum
Great day with youngest S and went for a meal at my parents.
Thanks again for the comments FY. I will catch up on your sitch in the next day or so. But for now I am tired and going to pick a DVD to watch before bed. Youngest has worn me out
Well its not going great...I am still not the smoker I used to be and still battling on but I have to say these last 3-4 weeks I have smoked more and more! The weird thing is......(and I know this is an excuse) is that W still smokes, but has told everyone else she gave up. She will not admit to anyone other than me that she is still smoking. Even eldest S thinks she has given up!