okay man-

i'm workin on it. i wish it would just be there- happiness - in my heart like olden days.

i know it's true- like making self smile or laugh- and it benefits ya.

i want it man- tol et go of every single thing holding me back in this unhappy place

oh well- still tryin and thats' something - rite???

xxoo glad you're feelin good & thing going along okay with you.

see ya later- return imminent.........