round and around we go

[willbwell]

I know the things you say AS. How many of us just pray for them to snap out of it!

I emailed him yesterday and asked him to slow down. he will(at this point) be fair financially. I think to get it done and over with.

I am sleeping too much these days. I take an AD, but I don't think it impacts me that way. I just want to go to bed with D when she goes to bed at 8pm.I'll get up at 10, 12 and check boys Its been this way all summer. My boys are alone too much. yes they are teenagers and don't want to be hanging out with me anyway. Last night I tried to stay up and watch a movie with s19. He's 20 today! I get up everyday about 4. want to change my sleep patterns.
Was about to say something about h and the past...got to stop living in the past! H told me that(angrily) the other day when I said we were just on vacation together a less than a month ago!

I wish I could be brave. I don't like these stupid cards and I don't want to play this stupid game.

My attorney charges a lot per hr. The retainer is a lot. All of this will come out of the community property. Its just such a waste, such a shame.