glad about baby and congrats. glad and sad to hear you know you're still "done" -
funny how easy it is for me to look at you and your sitch and your resolve and think it's good - and then not have courage myself to just jump in (or out) as the case may be.
i wanted to say that I believe it will be very good to see how your h reacts and acts when he's truly "lost" you - even if it's temporary- and how that will make him feel.
i can't give my h that credit- i'm not sure anymore what is in side him. isn't it amazing it's sooooooo easy to theororize about someone elses life - and soooo hard to see the forest for the trees...
oh well- me- like hansel and gretel and the darn crumb trail- i'm lost in the woods-
we'll see if the old witch eats me or the woodsman saves me-
toss up-
(hey- appropriate huh? my mom (witch) or my h (woodsman)
this could be very freudian here-
xxoo love ya man and hang in tehre- you're sounding very very good these days. im so glad.
