Sorry about your H's friend Ruby. That's probably making him spin, never an easy thing to lose a friend but it's probably harder for a MLCer, because depression over facing their own mortality probably just makes the whole crisis worse.
One of these days H is going to appreciate how supportive you are, and continue to be. I'm always jealous of how much you two seem to talk about your feelings and desires.
How is your toe? Will you be able to run on Sunday?
Linda
Me 65, Ex 64 M 38 y 2 adult S, 4 G-Kids MLC 11/07 BD 12/09 D 3/14 Dating nice guy 7/14 Engaged to nice guy 12/17