Made it two whole weeks without stalking H's facebook lol. Did it today and while I have a pang, didn't affect me too much, since I do know he is posting for "effect". Still,I had expected he was with new interest last night, before I left yesterday for home, he said "Just text me on your way in (to city) you know, just in case I am not here or not "ready" (code I guess for new interest is here/was here, don't bring son in without warning lol) As I was dropping S off.
So when he texted this morn and said "Are you on the way in?" I ignored all the texts (three of them...) and had son text when we got close.
Responded a few hours later all happy and nice
Also sent him two quotes from Pema yesterday, which he responded to this morning.
I think I may be getting tired of being around H and having him respond to new interest or text her etc, when I am there, but I do not get the same respect. I know this is an expectation and a silly one, we are separated, but hard to get my head around anyway. That is one of the reasons I have cut back seeing him during the week. I feel disrespected, even though I shouldn't, these are not my choices.
But then I do not have to put myself in the position to feel the disrespect, so I am not.
Social experiment number two...coming up. This one has a sense of humour (Thank you universe!) Still short though...WTH?? I think it is an innate genetic response that all tall guys are taken, better at seeing danger coming, faster, longer legs? I don't know lmao!!
