One giant leap forward! - Part 3

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Lovethehub said something similar the other week. How I am after sex or whatever is more important than the act itself.

I agreed to go to the zoo this next Wednesday with the W and the kids last week. W was asking for us to spend time together and I suggested we go out for a meal after the kids are in bed.
She asked me if I wanted to stay over. I told her I would think about it.

Today I drove down to see the kids for a few hours as I don't have them for the weekend.
I suggested to W that I come down later on the Tuesday afternoon, we go out on the Tuesday night and we go to the zoo in the morning.

We have spent about an hour together (just us) on Tuesday and we will have an evening this next Tuesday. The plan is to do it every Sunday afternoon rather than me bring the kids back at 17:00, I will bring them back at 13:00-14:00 and W and I will spend the afternoon together. This hasn't happened yet because i haven't taken them back on a Sunday yet.

I know W will be on her period on by Tuesday. I know that doesn't mean anything for sure but it's much less likely that something will happen.

I think I have drilled it into my head so many times over the last few weeks that anything physical doesn't mean R that I'm ready to a certain extent if it happens. In a way I have to look at it like a one stand in regards to how much it effects me and my actions after the fact.

W has been flirting on and off for the last few days and so have I. It's very easy to start but also too easy to go too far with it.

My parents and W's parents are both on vacation during Retrouvaille. It literally could not have been on a worse weekend and the chances of them both being on vacation at the same time was slim but here we are.