Hello Snodderly, Thank you for the reply. I hope you are well. I thought I knew what I wanted and that I was completely done. I don't know why at this moment I am feeling less resolute and even considering that there might be even a slight chance of reconciliation. It has been 7 years of this craziness and still, at the moment, I can't say with 100% certainty that I am done. Maybe I'm crazy too! Haha!
Hi Cadet- We do have to continue the tradition! How are you? Anything new with you?
Originally Posted By: Cadet
As far as trusting him, I think that no matter who you are with you will have those issues. He would need to prove it to you.
So true. I'm not sure I will ever completely trust anyone and I probably haven't for awhile now. The good thing is that I have changed and become more independent and what others do doesn't effect me like it used to. The bad thing is I don't think I can let myself care as deeply as once did.
Yes, I am doing what I want to do and I am happier which makes it harder to consider the possibility of reconciling.
He just asked me out to dinner for tonight and I turned him down (I have plans) but suggested a day next week. After that, I'll be on a 2 week vacation which will give me time to think.
