Not sure if I am going to be here Saturday when she comes. I'm torn. I only get these very brief physical contacts, but I'm having a difficult time with sleeping and work and just don't know if I can put on a good show tomorrow (still the fake it 'til you make it show).
I'm falling back into the mode of wondering if things are going perfectly for her.
I may just give the cat a hug, gather up his carrier and stuff and leave it ready for her. Maybe leave a note that I had to go out and do some stuff (which I do).
