Good day all.

Just got off the phone with my attorney. We have a pre-trial Monday AM. My attorney said the judge will want to know the status of the case and will not be happy with how things have not progressed. I said I hope they realize that we are not the ones holding things up and that they recognize it's all H. My attorney explained that is why he had the one on one meeting with H and why he has offered so much assistance to H in order to get the PMSA finished and signed. My attorney said your H is the one who put conditions and stipulations on getting it signed. True enough. He also put off getting the changes we requested made. I am sure H is going to present it like we are dragging our feet and refuse to sign. Anything to make sure he comes out smelling like a rose.

I got things around with the kids this morning and discovered H parked my car in the garage. I had it parked outside. You know, he acts like such a jack@$$ and then does things like that. Is he trying to prove that he is a good guy after all? I just don't get it.

He also went grocery shopping which is fine, but I really wish if he was gonna take the time and spend the money to shop, he could at least go through what we have and what we don't have. Everything he bought (except the pizzas they ate last night) we already had. Like cookie dough ice cream. Now we have two half gallons that are barely touched. And ketchup. Now we have two unopened bottles of ketchup in the pantry. I know it is not really a big deal, but when you're watching pennies, everything counts in my book. Especially since we are out of juice, vegetables and milk. Okay, moving on.

So I am freaking out a bit about next week. I just don't know what to expect and I have this fear of the unknown. My attorney told me what would happen, but I am still nervous. I know he is competent and able, but I don't know what H will pull. And if things do not go his way, he is liable to snap more.

Am I scared more that things will go his way or won't go his way? Either way he is going to become unbearable. Maybe that is what I am worried about?

WH


AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012
Two kids, one dog
D Final 6/18/14
J marries OW 1/24/15
"No matter where you go, there you are"