Hello Trying, yes I am focusing on me....And I am using this site at the time for writing to keep me from doing something really stupid like contacting her. I find this really helps. The urge to email her has subsided this morning and all is better. One thing, she really has no idea what I am up to as I have not said much to either her or her D. Nor have I written any stupid emails or responses to hers. Ha, therefore I am using this forum to release my feelings which I'm told is okay. I have been seeking out Sandi's responses to different threads because of her first hand knowledge of WAW. She really knows the mind of most all WAS's and LBS's. As far as my W, it's not menopause she went thru that long time back. But you and a few others are probably right MLC or some depression. I know it's not easy for me to foresee what she is thinking but her emails do reflect a fog at times in my opinion. But, then again I am only guessing.
