I am writing here, to vent, because all this past week, and weekend, I have had a hard time sleeping.
I talked with Ex Thursday night and he then alluded he had programmed the girl's number he had taken, into his cell phone, instead of leading me to believe she wrote it to him.
Here are my issues: STILL on internet dating site Took a girls number last weekend Went out with EA last weekend and I believe a large group from work, including her, this weekend at a hockey game No contact ALL weekend I am feeling all the same issues. To make a long story short, how my whole story started was we were married 7 months, and he went to Vegas for a trade show, and ended up (by him telling me no less) that he took his ring off and went out with some girls, like he was single.
So now I sit, almost 3 years later, and in the past few months, I started trusting him again, believing maybe htings had changed, and he up and tells me about that girl. I cannot get it out of my head.
I know I am not being proactive. But I feel all that small trust that was building up, is gone. I have every right to feel this way. We are not married. I deserve the best. I almost feel like telling him to keep his plane ticket, and shoving it.
I am venting here, so I dont vent to him. I am very angry, and of course assuming the worse this past weekend, but he has done nothing, in my opinion to assure me he wants me, and not any other woman out there.
What I dont UNDERSTAND is WHY. Why would he do all this crap, when he said he loved me, flew out to see me, bought me expensive gifts. Why RUIN that? Why tell me he got a girls number when he said he loved me? Is he a moron?
