Today doesn't bring a GAL activity as yet. Instead of emailing my W I am writing here to rid myself of the urge to contact her. So, I can see how I am cycling thru all this. Funny how I'm so much more aware of it three months into this. I've gone from anger to now feeling down. Probably part of this is my son in law married to my W's D is wanting me to come visit them for a few days next week. It is their 12th anniversary 4 days before ours. He says he would like to surprise the kids as they keep asking about why grandma and grandpa are living in different places. They are 13(boy) and 8 (girl)years old and the oldest contacts me alot via text, FB or by phone of late. They all say they miss me and I believe them. My w and moved there a couple of years ago to be closer to them so alot of family time was spent together. Oh well, what next....
