Hoping for WAS to come home

[JaxFL14]

ETC,
Man it's tough. I may sound like I'm going great but it's a minute by minute swing. I make light and laugh at things cause I just can't dwell and think negative so much. W has still shown zero interest is us getting back together or even the possibility. But as I've heard others say, she won't tell me how she's feeing.
Right now I'm on that trip that she cancelled on. She was only going to ride to MD with me and then stay with her mom while her dad (divorced from her mom for 20 years) (mom pulled same crap on her dad and blindsided him with wanting a divorce) and I took the older 2 boys camping up in NY. I write this from my bed in the cabin with my boys sleeping on the floor next to me. They are having a blast!!! Fishing, canoeing, playing in the river rapids, riding behind the four wheeler. This is what being a dad is all about. I'm loving it. The only bad thing is the memories of this trip. Driving to her home town alone, being up here with everything seeming normal but then I remember what's real. Her dad isn't supporting her decision in this at all and they haven't spoken but once in the last 4 months. She went about 35 hours without contacting me and then texted me with "I'm assuming the boys are having a great time?" I responded an hour later with "they def are". And that was that. She acts like I should be texting her updated about the kids. I sent her pics of them the day before and she didn't acknowledge them so why would I keep sending pics or giving her updates? You want to know then ask!!!! Anyways, I'm just enjoying this trip with my boys and soaking up these memories we are making. As my four year old said today "this was the best day ever!!!!!" Makes a dads heart smile!!!
Was your W against any form of counseling? How is she doing financially? Mine is broke even with me giving her money and her mom is helping her too. Her step dad to her mom to stop telling him things cause he doesn't care that she's struggling with money. That he's not supporting her choice either. Her mom is upset by it but is supporting her. Well duh she is, she did the same thing to my W dad 20 years ago.
Hope all is well. Take care.