He is a beautiful bouncing baby boy! Mom and my S are doing well. They're older than when I had my first S so they will be fine!
He has a very easy soft cry and is very content most of the time. My D19, S24, and H are all the same way, very quiet, and easily left to themselves.
I am excited for the new challenges. I need one now, my whole family has something new they are facing and I am still the cheerleader on the side making sure their lives are good.
I need to fine something for myself. Make changes for me that grow and meld with all the other changes.
I did set a new boundary. H started to hug me again last night after a good day so I let it ride, I thought we can end a great day on a good note. I was keeping my heart open, Linda, but my head in the game.
He wanted to ML this morning and I put the boundary out there saying, when the time is right I won't have the need to hesitate, we have a ways to go. He handled it fine, and went to make coffee for us both.
I feel good about drawing my own line...our future is not good and I wouldn't want to give him any mixed signals for him to misinterpret
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
