Ya. It's so convenient and my friends are away for a couple weeks. I stayed last night but no funny stuff lol!! We had a later night with activity group. H is currently seeing someone and while he says he appreciates me being straightforward ( ie I had said the meteor shower will be nice at the chalet this weekend. ( it is new woman's cottAge) ) that it is still weird speaking about it to me. I also explained to h that I have no time for an R. I make time for the things I want, kids, work, school, my time with him and possibly a research project. To have a relationship with someone would mean taking time from something right now and I am not prepared to so that. That I also need that click. Physicality alone won't do it.
H admitted that he always thought he could be alone and realizes he can't. Lol.
That he envies me and where I am in my life. That my admission of my feelings at the end of the marriage were a revelation.
Now, MG massage girl, is much maligned and new woman is astute and mature and oh did I mention with twin five year olds?? That h says he won't be introduced to this year. Later on, I managed to get in "and if a new partner has kids you are responsible for them too. ". H said yes, no, yes, well not really.
Lol. When you step back it is interesting to watch. Oh and h said that my happiness is not his concern that he has to be concerned with him. I said absolutely. That seeing me happy should not be a responsibility of his. But that he felt it was because he hasn't dealt with all the emotions concerning me yet
Busy busy. School is long. Toe is alright. And I want to sleep lol
