Blindsided

[chl0901]

Yes, definitely hard not to turn it around on him, when he is the sneaky one! Last night, when we were in bed, he asked me why I was wearing shorts because I never wear shorts to bed. I just felt like wearing shorts (they were PJ shorts)! Geez - plus, these shorts didn't even fit me a couple of months ago so I couldn't wear them!

I backslid a little bit last night and tried to cuddle/initiate. I knew better but thought he would want to. Whoops! He did not move a muscle when I snuggled up to him and then told me I was tickling him so I moved away. He then said something about he turned over so we could ML and I didn't do anything (I was already facing away from him now since he had not moved when I tried to initiate), and so I tried to move back over there and he told me I had p*ssed him off and to leave him alone. I was sooo annoyed.

This AM, H text me the following:

"Sorry about last night. I've been really happy with where we've been lately and I appreciate you making an effort, just got mad when I did turn over and you did nothing."

I do appreciate that he did apologize about last night and acknowledged that I have been working(hard!)on myself and our relationship.