ohyeah - forgot to add - my h is 61 - i scratch my head just like you and think "grow the heck up already" you're approaching "old" here- (and h has a kind of crabbie side- icky old man side) soooo quit acting like you're 15. even wanting to be - doesn't make it so.
embrace the fun side - let the rest go- nothing will change who you are or your age-
laugh more- crab less - all that junk DOES NOT MATTER. HE GETS nuts over smalles things - i swear he's trying to create excitement in his life- DOING IT ALLLLL TH WRONG WAYS.
OH WELL - can't make a blind man see i guess
me- i'm gonna recreate my life as something new - new chapter- new someting- new job - new whatever- i'm not goin down trying to be girl i was back in highschool-
i still like to laugh and jerk around and have fun-
gonna fight the bitter old lady road til i die (hopefully) bake muffins & cookies - hug babies & play - FEEEED people who visit me - hand out compliments as much as possible - have "baked apple cheeks" and laugh alot-....
