hiya bea-

really gld to hear your message and think you're feeling soo detached and it's empowering really.

i'm glad for you. i wish i felt same- i think i'm not there yet.

(whatta huge surprise -huh?)

don't have love - don't have hate - don't have TOTAL detachment- maybe i'm 65% there? can accept. don't like it. can go about my life without giant pain - CAN'T erase total memory of what "love" felt like.

just putzing along- it's inspiring to hear someone who came out other side or your own tunnel there- soooooo, the journey is necessary and does work- woo hoo

i keep forgetting WHOEVER SAID - TRUST THE PROCESS.

(I'M a very un-trusting soul i know- I always trusted self, not really anyone else) (well, did once and we see how that one ended)

i know i'll get where you are - ultimately. now- hurry up ultimately please....

hope your day is great

xxoo and th anks for sharing your "wisdome" in these matters.

we all read & learn & need it quite alot usually