I think it's a really good sign that you and the W can have fun together. Mine won't allow much of that. Not ready yet, I suppose.
She has started to allow herself to laugh at a few of my jokes though!
Originally Posted By: Mtnman
I wish I was keeping it together, rH. I struggle every single day to get out of bed. My thoughts focus on my boys and my wife, and how much I want us back as a family again. The pain at times is unbearable, still. But I make it through.
You're trying too hard. There's nothing you can do to force fix this. I know it's natural to worry, but look how it isn't helping! Just live for the moment and enjoy each day. Focus on the positive things. Like how you all still can have fun together. Many here wish they had that.
Remember, this will take plenty of time to get through. You have to find a way to be at peace with it all if you're going to make it. I know you can too!
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
