I do get that she's pointing out something I need to work on, and that's been the primary thing, besides depression and physical pain, that I'm trying to change, with IC, meditation, thought-stopping, etc.
It's hard to do when Imhave so few actual interactions with people, but I try. and just because this place gives us an outlet doesn't mean that every utterance has to be scrutinized to prove that I haven't learned my lesson(s). Many of us on her find it theraputic to joke about the OP, despite the excruciating pain of an A.
I do have a pretty big hurdle to get past. It's very hard to buy a car when you live out in the sticks and have to take a $20 cab ride to anywhere. A very demanding work shedule, and a very bad case of insomnea. But, I'm doing the best I can with what I have, even when it just means meditating, exercising, reading and walking.
