Don't come around here no more

[wishing, hoping]

Thank you so much, AJ.

Trust me. I don't want to be nice to him. I want to take my kids and go far, far away. But I won't. My kids are already seeing what dad is about. Especially S. I will let them make their own conclusions about their dad. They already are without any input from me. Of course, he says it's my fault. But what can you expect from someone who accepts no blame for anything whatsoever.

I still remember how he used to take a personal affront to anyone who criticized him. Whether it be constructive criticism or not, H took it all the same. I now remember him taking a course in College writing and he hated his teacher. Hated that woman. In fact, now that I think about it, he tried to write a negative review of her and get her fired. Wow. It's all coming together now. Anyone who critiqued him he went after with a vengeance. Now it makes sense. I didn't fall over him and do his bidding so now he has fired me as a wife. He's trying to fire me as the kids' mother too. But that isn't gonna work. No way, no how. I'm like a discharged employee who demands her agreed upon severance package. Either you give me what you owe me, or I will need go have the court get it for me.

How could I have been so stupid? I am so angry that I picked the wrong man for the father of my children. My kids deserve so much more.

WH