WAW just said that she wants to move on

[Confluences]

A lot of it was GAL and me being simply a non-attractive person in terms of the Laws of Attraction. I went thru 3 jobs (layoff - Job Change - layoff) in 13 months back in 2008/2009 and we were forced to move from our place in Asheville to Greensboro. I showed up with a chip on my shoulder because I was so defeated and was a very bitter person, if I could hit the rewind button I wish we would have moved to Atlanta. I think things would have worked out very differently for us but that's my opinion.

My attitude was very crappy and it was MLC.....just always worried about money and getting some debts paid off...and not a pleasant person to be around. The biggest GAL I could do for me would be to get back in my kayak again, which is on the short-list of things to do. I have not done it regularly since 2009 and that took a big part of my soul away from me. I used to be able to go paddle 1 or 2 days a week for 1/2 a day and sometimes my Wife would come with me, sometimes not but it was a big part of my life. Golf and Mountain Biking would get boring but Whitewater Paddling always satisfied the adventure bug inside me.

If I get done what we're trying to get done here, I'll be able to complete an acquisition on a Student Housing Portfolio that I have been working on for 3 years that is located in the Mountains of NC. It's closer than Asheville (1hr & 45 min away versus 2 hours and 15 min drive time) and a badass project. Any girl would jump on this train but my WAW deserves to get on that ride as she sacrificed with me to get there. That's a tragedy but we get this worked out next week it will be done and maybe she'll come to her senses....or not.