Have fun RT!! I find when H goes off the deep end and he did with massage girl, that I really found my place and was very strong. Now he is stronger I self so I have to find my space again, although its more of checking to see everything is still where I left it rather than being undefined.
RT, I think you've got your groove back too
There are some serious good vibes and hard work going on these days. I am privileged to know you all :))