Hi Spartan, Well, for some reason now at the 3 month mark I am struggling with emotions that I had believed left me. My normal now is trying to find good employment so that I can indeed move forward. I know once I get a descent job I will do much better. Because for a few days now I've been feeling more angry than at any time prior. Then the sadness creeps back in again. Then after awhile it's back to being angry or just feeling numb. As I have said previous, I am so tired of this crap. Now, I am ramping up my job search and hope to find something quick which I know will help me thru all this. I think that me trying to examine her responses is because I read so many others here seeking anything positive. But as Cadet said, the WA's seem to be in a fog and only they can bring themselves out of it. And yes Trying, I understand like many others sitch's this could go on for a long time. My mind though says the longer it goes on the more we the LBS pays the price even more. I wish I could just turn everything off and live but it cant be done like that.
