What do I need to do to stop thinking about my divorce and her. Jessica you have hurt me and I want the space you occupy in my mind back. I do not want you to be in my head any more. I am angry. Not to the point to seeing red or not being able to function but man I am angry. I am angry that Gabriel isn’t able to express how he feels. He just knows something is wrong and I want to take that from him. God please ease Gabriel’s mind, allow me the ability to discern his trouble and ease him of his stress.

Can I be better? God give me the path to be a better man. Break me down and build me back up. Give me the strength to become what I need to be and the ability to start a new path, I do not want to continue on the path that I am on.

Me 32
W 30
Married 11
D10, S6
BD#1 January of 09
OM#1 2005
OM#2 Dec 08
OM#3 March/April of 09
Back together August 09
OM#4 May 13
W moves out June 2013
BD#2 June 21 2013
Filed July 2013
D final in Oct