2old, you are over analysing what your W is saying again. When you were married, did she ever phone you and say hi it's me? Everyone on here is telling you to let go and GAL. You don't mention your goals, have you not got any? The picture you are painting is of someone who stays indoors all day, sat on their computer all day posting on here and reading emails. Wondering when you are next going to hear from your W and over analysing everything she says. If I'm wrong, then correct me. There a lot of people on this thread who have asked what are your goals? what are your GALs and so far you've not given us much. It is getting tiresome listening to you talking about your W. I feel I know your sitch inside and out now. I want to stay in touch with you as I feel that one day you will achieve a breakthrough and actually GAL without your wife in it. She's not going to come back for months, so you need to let her go for the time being. She's got a lot of soul searching to do before then and she'll get it done a lot quicker if she knows that you're not waiting around for her and giving her the space that she needs. I'm not saying you were wrong to send her those emails, if they were important then they need to be sent. Have you got a bump on your head yet from the 2x4s you've been receiving? lol.
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!