hey miz

don't apologize - we allll understand. Geez- i carry on about how much i hate being lonely- and then i carry on about dreading seeing his face too. i know- want it both ways huh?

there's no quick- easy- one-size-fits-all answer here. we all get that- it's aminute by minute thing.

probably why we all (well - me anyway) feel so barking nuts all the time -

it's the sheer inability to sit- breath- be "sure" of anything for more than five minutes before it changes out from under us- sometimes our own emotions as well.

our stinkin life in the mlc tornado-

get picked up - twirled around - slammed into a tree- more twirling please - hit the ground, etc.

hang on and hope it's an okay day.

xxo