2old you will go through these emotions for a while yet. You've just got to learn to combat your emotions by keeping busy. Besides looking for work or doing work related things, what other activities have you been doing? Have you thought about your goals yet? These have got to be personal goals for you and not your wife. I know it's depressing not having a job and having no money, but there must be something out in your town you can do for free?
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
