In the last week, I almost feel like I am entering a new level of detachment. I still have a ways to go, but I am moving farther and farther away from worrying about my past life, or wondering about what wife is up to. I am spending more time concentrating on my own life, and less time holding expectations for the future. Unfortunately, I am still waking up every day with dreams of wife or marriage or something to do with the past or present with her. I wish I could make that stop. I could really use the sleep...haha
My focus IS starting to change, and it feels good. It's been almost 9 months, and I am running at maybe 75%. I am praying that life continues to improve. Stay away, rollercoaster...STAY AWAY! I am almost able to breathe again!
