Harder and Harder..............II

[Positivespin]

Love Ya RT



I really appreciate those words. Im just sooooo hung up on "Its not fair!!!"

and THIS is the piece I cant move on from. What is success in this area of my life? Calloused feelings towards my child? Feeling less pain when I "hand her over?".

Im sitting here analyzing what was the trigger this time. Was it that she wouldnt let go?

and here I am crying in my office again

Again, thank you RT and everyone else for hanging with me