Harder and Harder..............II

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"WHAT DID I DO GOD?"

"WHAT THE HELL COULD I HAVE DONE TO DESERVE THIS!!!!!!!"

Tears were streaming down my face as Im screaming this in my car this morning on my way to work.

I had just dropped off D3 at MIL house where W will have her for the next three days.

D3 would not let me go- I told her Mommy would be picking her up tonight..........I had to push my daughter away several times to walk out that door.

I can detach from my wife, im doing a good job with that. I can not detach from being a full time parent.

Nor should I have too!