So we're discussing our little guy and of course the topic of insurance cover age comes up. We need to add him to our health insurance. Then life insurance comes up. We decided as long as we are each others beneficiaries then our baby will be provided for. Then he said what if we both die at the same time. So I said we should provide for that in "our" will. He was kinda silent. So then I backtracked and said we could do two separate wills. He didnt respond to that either. It's hard not forcing discussions about the future when there a baby on the way!
I'm modifying my tactic a bit adding in a bit of Plan A. He seems to appreciate some of the things (my errors to be more tidy like he is) but I'm not sure it that will take us to R. It may be that he just appreciates it as a friendly gesture. This is the hardest trying to navigate through while preparing for baby.
He's almost here and I'm so excited! But I'm scared of how my H is going to treat me after. I feel like we're not going to have any family pictures bc he won't even want me to touch him I know it's all about the baby but I can't ignore that normal families will be celebrating as a family unit and I will likely have to celebrate on my own with him "around" but not engaged with me or us as a new family. That totally overwhelms me with sadness and apprehension.
Me 35 H 34 DS- newborn 8/13 T 8.5 M 7 H's EA - 10/11 INILWY 5/13 DBing 6/13 Don't know WTF to do 1/14
