Yes, the 180 was about loosening up. I never drank, and my daughter 21, and I have been enjoying our new experiences. I was anxiety ridden, so I thought why not?
As for him calling me, I didn't call him back but did write a light hearted text. " Got your message, golf game sounded fun! " That was it. I don't want him to think that standing me up pissed me off. I don't want to give him the knowledge or satisfaction of affecting me. I don't want to see him tomorrow, so I'll probably go to the gymn. I'll get the DR book tomorrow, I really need to read it. I just don't know, I'm feeling so sad right now. This whole pursuit , pull back thing sounds so creepy. It sounds very cruel and unkind. How does anyone go through all of this and not resent the Hell out of their WAS? How does one confront issues, when all that is said and done is incredibly damaging? I find this to be overwhelming. Thanks all for responding.
MLC=[censored] to be him
empathy: putting myself in his shoes and fighting like Hell for our marriage
" I will see you again...this is not where it ends..."
