This life is more than just a read through

[RosaLinda]

Thanks for the update T. Time does seem to be sort of warped here in MLC High, doesn't it? It's nice that W got the job; I'd think it would be good for her self esteem and PMA to be bringing in some money. Hopefully! That's some range of self help books she's perusing. Interesting that some are yours! Any on MLC?

Poor S1, scary dream! I hope all's well in fire fighting land. My S27 announced that he decided to join the Air Force. I think it would be good for him, but he says a lot of stuff lol!

"I am feeling sorta like a broken record, "3rd verse same as the 1st"...lol.

Eh, whatever, September is re-eval month, and 2 years from BD#1 anniversary, this week is 2 years from when she created her first online adult profile (of many)... I note these in passing, because I am not really all that bothered, not much emotional reaction going on...sort of like remembering a long lost friend...yes, it happened, but it has passed. I guess this is what "letting go" of those things feels like. And I ponder the changes, the growth, the journey of all this."

I'm so glad you have been able to let all those things go T. Sort of detached about them?

Sept has been a re-eval month for my H too. He broke off his first 2 year long EA in Sept 2011, and broke off his original EA with the Russian Tramp in Sept 2012. He'll spend Sept 2013 in Moscow with her, and I have a feeling it will change his life forever. For good or bad, and whether I'll still be a part of his life come October remains to be seen. 

Like you I've been pondering my own changes and those of my own H. And those of the other folk on this forum. You seem to be pretty steadfast. No fast lane for your W but she seems to be progressing steadily but slowly. Like the easy bake oven compared to the microwave. I'm hoping for your sake that she cranks that temperature gauge back up with passion for you really soon my friend. 

I've said this before, that I am certain that you two WILL work all this stuff out, and that you WILL  be a great couple again! 

Raine is right "This is not as good as it gets. It's gonna get a helluva lot better. Karma has some payback to deliver to you, and my guess is it will be coming with chocolate covered strawberries. Onwards and upwards."

Hang in there T!