I have no idea what I'm doing

[RealityTrip]

WTH????!!!!???? W called to discuss my emails and a scheduled time we agreed on. Discussion was odd, combative, tainted. She wouldn't answer questions. She repeated things I said. I tried. She was answering questions I didn't ask. It was weird. Then I realized it. She wasn't alone. The conversation was going nowhere. I ended it.

20 minutes later she calls back. I answered. She was crying and said sorry for the first call and that AP had gone to the store. She couldn't talk before. She is miserable. She made a mistake. She knows I won't take her back. She asked me where we stand. AP and she fight every day. I was dumbfounded and just listened. She loves me. She deserves everything she's getting right now... I mean she was just spewing and in the biggest spin. She doesn't know how to get out of it. She hasn't had the talk with AP yet. She's already unpacked and it's going to be difficult to get out of there. but she's going to. It's going to be awkward. She doesn't know what to do. She's been stalling me on the divorce because she doesn't want it. She was talking so fast. Boo-hooing.

Then she abruptly got off the phone. "Ok. Just take whatever you want on that list. Bye"

I take it the AP was back from the store.

Now what? I am just an observer. I am not a participant. That's the only thing that's coming to mind right now.