Good advice, I think I am going to do just that. Like the rest of the journey, I cannot be part of wifes. She has to make her own decision and live her own life, and I will live mine. That won't stop the hurt for daughter, but it is all I can do. Like you said Hotwheels, whining and complaining isn't going to do me any good. I will just have to man up and keep my mouth shut.
I woke up in the middle of the night yet again, this time at 3:00am. I have been routinely waking up with thoughts of wife, almost every night for the past month. This came to me this morning, and it is now my new mantra,
"This may not be the life I wanted, but this is the life I have. I am going to live it"
