Hi Portia, Just caught up a bit on your writings. You truly have shown your inner strength and I know that no matter what curve balls life throws at you, you are more prepared now then ever. I do believe that things happen for reasons, most of which we never will quite understand but it does help me to maintain my sanity to believe this.
Continue to guard your heart towards XSO but do not let this harden your heart, that is not who you are....
take care, Hopeful- in a good future regardless...
I would rather feel pain then never feel at all... Separated 3/2012 T 34 yrs M 27 yrs